Have you ever hated someone so much because of something they did to you when you were little? Then your brother has that person over for the night and you have to see and deal with that guy for hours?! worst night of my life i think it sucks because you dont know what the person expects you to be like so i had my trusty and WONDERFUL friend martha(who i got sick) on the phone all night and then these 3 guys worried and until i talk to them today they will prob think i got hurt somehow cuz thats just them. I love them to death but sometimes you need to face someone and be like LOOK at me NOW im so much stronger then i was 6 years ago and im NOT afraid of you. so martha and i came up with some names of him and then i called him that to his face and after a while i realised a weight had been lifted in a way i was so worried about who he was that i forgot how strong i could be which is good i think that now i know i

I think some ice cream is the best or a cookie because its sugar so it get u up and happy and wants you to go out and do something like run or something like that and then you end up exercising and that is good for ur health when you are stressed so i think it all works out and then i feel better...

 So i am home sick today and for school we had to watch Finding Neverland. So i watched it and it was really good. personally i think it was one of Johnny Deeps best work. I also forgot how much i loved that movie so im kinda glad for the most RANDOM school assignment ever. Also i watch The Note Book with one of my guy friends also since it was on TV and he called me crying cuz he thought it was such a good movie. I think its funny when a girl Note Books her Boyfriend its the best way to get to know each other cuz after the movie i think i talked with this guy and knew more about him as a friend then i did before. 

ALSO who watched the One Tree Hill Episode OMG was that intense as EVER one of there BEST episodes ever! 

ALSO KNIGHT RIDER is it just me or is that the COOLEST CAR EVER!! i think we all should have are own KITT  and i wouldnt mind having a driver like KITT does lol he is HOT!

Will you take this large amount of money off my back and spend it however you would like to?

 okay so while i was on my phone with my friend i looked up the guitar tabs for the Jonas brothers song SOS and got my sisters like half sized guitar and taught myself the start of the song!!! i feel like i acomplished something amazing lol thought i would put that out there lol TTYL Homework the One Tree HIll time

 SO today was the first day back to school and i have SO MANY test and papers due already!! Im like WHY DOES THE SCHOOL SYSTUM DO THIS TO US!! and then in Latin one of my friends was like do you think you would need a parent to sign papers to drop out of school and instead sleep cuz im really annoyed and i answered im not really sure sorry i love her though!! so yea that was my frist day back ill write more later but i have LOADS of HOMEWORK!!!

This New Years Day i spent hanging out with one of my best friends martha. We went to go see a movie and in a way i think yea it might be a sign that i will have a fun and friend filled laughing year, but in the end i just made the best of the day off that i had.  I think  that in someways are new years day always has this fresh air sense to it. But really everyday is a new beginning and ever year is going to be sad watch go by but  also its alot of fun because you know that now u have 365 new days to come and to be able to have moments that you wont forget in this year to come.